Sunday, December 13, 2009

毛毛蟲

我想起來了

經歷了那麼多

我幫自己做了一個繭

一個安全的保護

等待自己的成長和蛻變

但是...

我忘記要變成什麼了

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

很想睡的天氣

最近天氣一直在下雨﹐很涼很舒服﹐所以無時無刻都很想睡覺...

烏節路的聖誕節裝飾都擺上了﹐到了晚上就好漂亮好漂亮~

但有長得很好笑的聖誕老公公.....



聖誕節真的快到了耶...好期待哦...

好希望新加坡有下雪﹐天啊一定很棒!

要不然看看煙火? 可惜新加坡好像沒有吧....

很想在摩天輪上度過﹐可是一定不可能的啦...

不知道有幾百萬個人這樣想﹐而新加坡只有一個摩天倫而已......



新加坡真的不搞浪漫。



前幾天逛街的時候有看到一家服飾店在賣Vivienne Westwood的包包...??!!

天啊...好好看哦!  結果拿下來...是仿冒的...................................

小姐還一直說 "這是真的Vivienne! 我特地從韓國買過來哦! 算你便宜一點S$35就好了!"


什麼啊????????? (好想罵人哦!!) ...不過現在大家都不管那麼多了吧?





前幾天跟好朋友們的聚會真的很瞎﹐但超開心的!

久久看到一下﹐就會覺得好珍惜每次的聚會﹐

可是每次都還是很沒有計劃的進行...不過開心就好了~




最重要的是~阿澤抓到兔子了!!!

真是可喜可賀啊~~~~~~~~ ^__________^

Friday, November 13, 2009

時光倒流

回憶很可怕﹐有時候會想到一些事情﹐讓你難過的掉眼淚...

可是卻忘不了...

但不就是這樣嗎?

每個人都背著過去...努力的走向未來...

我要感恩﹐是上帝讓我擁有了今天

我的世界變得不一樣了

Thursday, November 12, 2009

OH YEAH

剛剛看到盧廣仲的一首歌: OH YEAH﹐覺得真的很不錯!
輕快又活潑的旋律﹐歌詞很可愛很陽光﹐好好聽哦! MV也很好看~
很適合一大早起來聽一下﹐就很有活力充沛的感覺...


OH YEAH
作曲:盧廣仲 / 填詞:盧廣仲

你有話想說 又不敢說

沒關係我們都認識這麼久
一起走過 很多時候
有太陽的午後沒月亮的天空

歐 我在氧氣裡面看見你
就像電影明星一樣美麗
就在這個時候你對我說
歐 我真的聽到你對我說

OH YEAH! 你說你說你說你喜歡我
I can't I can't I can't I can't control
歐 因為我也有一點心動

我說 我喜歡喜歡聽聽 Rock'n roll
快跟著我一起保護地球 從今以後
不用想太多 只要大聲說

OH YEAH! OH YEAH! OH YEAH!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

頭髮剪一剪

阿澤的親戚需要我當她考試的洗頭模特兒﹐所以今天決定去剪頭髮﹐因為我覺得頭髮厚厚重重的...會不好洗吧...萬一害人家考試不好怎麼辦...! 其實是找借口想去修一下吧...呵呵... ^-^

我去了一家很久以前(一年前)去過的...它是一對兄妹開的...店裡有和風味的地板和廚子﹐有一盞很美的水晶吊燈﹐播著jazz音樂 (i love jazz!)﹐整個店很舒服﹐有那種會讓人超想喝咖啡的感覺。在洗頭髮的時候肚子一直在叫﹐好餓哦﹐聽起來很像有卡車經過一樣.......不過還好應該沒有人聽到.........嗯.........

頭髮修了後就在附近逛了一下﹐然後發現自己真的是個很愛跟人哈啦的人耶﹐還是別人喜歡找我聊天呢? 她們都太無聊了是嗎? 今天有很多店家的小姐跟我聊天...天啊又來了... 每次都好像跟店員小姐聊很久... 不是在談衣服或殺價哦﹐都在說一些生活瑣碎的事﹐要不然就是電視劇和男朋友女朋友的事﹐還有在新加坡生活的缺點優點.... 可能那些店員在店裡真的很無聊吧... 結果一個下午逛了無數的店才買了一件t-shirt哈哈。

我想是我愛聊天吧... =_=

最近都在忙新家的準備﹐裝璜公司和冷氣公司的聯絡﹐還要準備買傢具...一定要好好計劃好好想﹐要幫老媽老爸好好省錢。可是這個新家的準備﹐可能真的會讓家裡面臨經濟上的問題吧...將來一定要多多幫忙多多想辦法了。好期待能趕快搬進新家哦~~ *興奮興奮!!*

現在都在家裡沒事做﹐沒有圖可以畫﹐好希望昨天寄出去的資料對方會喜歡﹐好想趕快開始上班哦。要不然一上學就沒時間兼差﹐沒有錢花.....所以要在開學前的這個半年裡存到足夠的錢...以後在學校的開銷一定還要完完全全的靠自己!!....... 唉好緊張哦。

我要去辦新加坡公民了...可是還是會有那種‘我是台灣人!’ 的愛國意識﹐不想放棄台灣的護照...唉怎麼辦啊...不過要長久待在新加坡的話﹐還是去辦一辦比較方便。辦不過再說吧哈哈哈...

不過有新加坡護照比較好去馬來西亞哦......! *呵呵呵呵*








最近在聽蕭敬騰的歌﹐真的蠻不錯的...很喜歡他的寂寞還是你



最近鋼琴都沒有在練了﹐看到妹妹彈的那麼好真的覺得自己很慚愧... 我發現自己心情不好的時候才會彈鋼琴﹐發泄吧...真對不起鋼琴啊~~~!!!! >___<

要反省反省了...





God bless.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHZE

Yesterday was a wonderful day. It was very exciting and wonderful, first time celebrating ahze's birthday. We met up with his friends, and had a great time in k-box. Ahze got a Fossil wallet from his friends, a little punk style with a bit of mature feel design.

We got back home and i passed him the present i bought for him. I got ahze a ATH-ES7 headphone.... I know it's kinda weird to get someone (who is so important and special) headphone as present. But i really want ahze to have that indulgence while he works so hard for his dream: To listen good music in comfort and no disturbance of surrounding noise while he draws. LOL. Anyway I'm so happy that ahze likes it.

Ahze is always so caring, even on his big day. Knowing that The Hurt Locker is already not showing in the box office, he got it from his friend and brought to watch with me. We started at 2am and finished at 4.30am in the morning. I'm so happy that i got to watch it with ahze and my sis. Hahaha. Though the show was so long, it was indeed a good movie.

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So sad i dont have photos!!! ARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!
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God bless everyone :)

Friday, November 6, 2009

TGI friday? i dont think so.

I was so naive that the sad feelings will wear off when i wake up. I guess it didn't. What the hell is going on? Why am i so clueless... It feels like somebody is gripping my throat squeezing my heart. Perhaps i'm not speaking the truth here. Perhaps i know the reason but just too angry to admit. I don't know what to say if you are asking me, but I'm not trying to make anyone miserable. I think, i spent too much time thinking, wondering, and remembering the little details. I hope this is my last entry of my wretchedly unhappiness.

I wana see 500 Days of Summer and The Hurt Locker. Sadly i have to wait for their dvds now...

Got the name of that jap school from eunice last night, i think it's a good time to take a look and get something learnt. The night class sounds pretty good. I need to occupy my mind with more things.



God bless the weekend.

BAD WEEK



一整個星期都感覺好不順利...

好煩惱哦...

該做的事情都好複雜

好難在很多東西之間做出選擇

...做了之後又覺得不好

身體出現了很奇怪的狀況...

不知道是什麼但也沒有不舒服

想要換成新加坡的駕照

所以今天出門終於買了筆試的書...


要好好讀一下...

今天沒吃晚餐但是一點都不餓

好奇怪...

難道晚起的好處是一天一餐嗎

...杯子裡的水好像是昨天的...

想看的電影也不想看了...

該畫的圖圖也不知道要怎麼完成了...




怎麼好多事情都怪怪的呢...




唯一感到不錯的是今天的天氣很好

一整天都涼涼的......

可是心情卻很沉重...





我好想現在就是星期六哦...

星期五我不要了﹐就直接給我星期六吧!







唉...好累哦。

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

至少還有我

我能為你做的﹐是不斷的提醒你要照顧身體注意健康

我能為你做的﹐是晚上的禱告有你的一切

我能為你做的﹐是在一旁默默的陪伴你度過辛苦的夜晚

我能為你做的﹐是當你需要的時候我都會在你身邊

我不能為你做的﹐是停止想念你...



因為當你感到孤獨或無助的時候﹐至少還有我。




我想要成為你可以依賴的人......

Sunday, November 1, 2009

lovely first of november

I had a lovely day. It began with a great sermon from the church, followed by a wonderful date with ahze, and the day was wrapped up with an enjoyable dinner with the family and my love. The dinner was very joyous and family-ish. I think having dinner with family and ah ze together, is one of the wonderful things to do in my life. And I really thank God that mom and dad are peaceful tonight with each other after fighting for the past couple of days. You really can't deny the power of praying haha!

Gosh I just remembered something. Yesterday was a raining day. And after raining, there were snails moving slowly everywhere on the walkway. Ahze accidently crushed one. My scream was too late to save the little thing. Oh well, ahze says snails are pests, they destroy the plants and leaves, so don't feel bad about killing them. Well I guess to all the accidently-crushing-snail-and-feel-sad-people, this is a good news. To those who simply have phobia in crushing snails, don't go out after raining.

God bless.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

weird


I saw this sign on the door in the mrt station,
 KEEP CLEAR: This door may open without warning
Ok it's nothing funny or strange, it's a thoughtful thing from the mrt staff, but just kinda extra to put something like that on the door... Isn't it better to say "Do not lean"...?
Ok maybe i'm being extra here lol.

Online Shopping

I realised online shopping can be so much fun when do it together with ahze. LOL.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

The Red Invasion


(GLOOMY the naughty grizzly)
This is the new additional family member!
Love the red sexy outfit, and the bloody claws, lol.
Thanx ahze ^-^

Coffee craze


I have to admit, i really really really love having coffee in STARBUCKS everyday. It's just like those people who like to spend their afternoon in the library, taking the kids to McDonald's, queing up for a sale, etc......

A cup of venti-sized latte or mocha becomes a daily expenditure I must have. That's a cup of $7 to a $7.80 range, excluding the cheese cake which cost $6.50, which i sometimes will be getting.

Let's say, i'm gona stop drinking coffee everyday and cutting away from all those lovely cheese cakes, I'll be able to save about...
[(7.80 x 7) + (6.50 x 4)] x 4 x 12 = $3868.80.......... per year

Wow that's quite alot extra cash i can spend on! I can get more shoes, clothes, art books, comics, psp, camera, games, and more! But I guess I'll prefer having coffee and cheese cakes everyday.


Sunday, October 25, 2009

previously...

I dug up a few photos from my handphone of what I was working on in the previous month. It was indeed a memorable month.
Ok maybe not.

36D bra with paddings!
This is the proto-type, i must get the materials to make No.2.
(for the actor, not me...)


collecting CONVERSE goodies.
Though they are the sponsor, after filming we still need to return the used-jerseys and t-shirts.
How weird is that?! What are they gona do with them...?
It's all sweaty and.... yucks....
Hmmm hard to imagine.....


waiting by the side, shoving crowds, while filming in progress...


lunch time at one of the filming place.
I think that day was the spicy fried rice.
I regretted alot after eating that.........
Can see the bra hanging dry at the side... lol


post production work in the office:
Learnt and used the program called Motion.
The graphics was provided.



Only happy when staying in the office working on the mac.
Yes I need a/c. muahaha!!

Saturday, October 24, 2009

my knight in shiny armour

I had a coupl of rough days. This life ordeal, or some sort, just get me so upset and down. And i hate myself being this sad looking creature that always get upset so easily.

The worst thing was I got ahze worried. He told me he wana see me tonight after cell group, which ends at 10pm, around my place. But I worried that he would be so tired, and might or might not be able to take the last train home, and it would be a short and late meet up... and i was scared that my unhappy-ness would infect him... goshhh i was worrying so much so much...

We met at 10.30pm. The moment he showed up, I felt so touched. All my worries and sadness just perished.

We went to STARBUCKS at northpoint, but all the seats were taken. Somehow the students become so hardworking once STARBUCKS starts brewing for 24-hours. Standing infront of the counter thinking of take-outs, the friendly starbucks guy just approached us and pointed to an empty table on the left. Wow how did we miss that? or when did that one become available... It was like he got this magic finger and BOOM there you go, an empty table. Thanks starbucks-guy, for the magical experience.

Though the time was short in STARBUCKS, I enjoyed ahze's accompany so much that I have forgotten what I was so upset about. We laughed and talked, nonsense most of the time, but i felt so good and happy, and so safe around him... The mocha frapp and cheese cake helped a lil on the happy mood too haha.

Tonight's one hour in starbucks has made my week. It was your selflessness and caring nature that touched me deeply... and because of you, I wana be a better person...

You must be my guardian angel right? I am really grateful, for everything you have done for me... thanks :)




God bless.

Friday, October 23, 2009

當小白遇上小黃








- T H E  E N D -

Thursday, October 22, 2009

適應

我們常常不知不覺就會下意識的去做一些事情

或是遵照某一種模式去進行一個工作

洗澡的時候我會先洗肚子

會先擦干左手臂

吃飯的時候會先吃一口飯再開始夾菜

鬧鐘會調很多15分鐘間隔的時間 (8am 8.15am 8.30am 8.45am...)

包包都背在左邊

熱的時候會躺在地上 (在家裡)

等等等...

這些習慣都是一種自然的習性

但是習慣遇到了改變﹐加上時間

就會不一樣了

有時候生活上會多出一兩個工作或是時間消耗品

我們就會隨著這些做生活上的調整

做出改變   和犧牲

但是時間久了

之前的一些特定的習慣就沒了

人類跟動物一樣

會去適應環境   適應改變

但在這適應當中...

會不會失去美好的想法和習慣呢

Saturday, October 17, 2009

nasty....

The stupid ulcers on my bottom lip are so painful. And they bleed while i'm asleep. It's pretty scary to wake up and see a trail of dried blood from the corner of your mouth to the cheek. And I couldn't open my mouth as the lips are stick together by the dried blood.

And now the ulcer on my tongue is growing up. Making me talk like that Sylvester cartoon cat.

Just now my heart almost stopped when i applied that medicine on my mouth ulcers. The ulcers have gone so bad that they are now forming alliance with each other.

Goshh i'm in deep pain.

Just don't take it too personal when i'm not talking or showing an angry face. It's the ulcers.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

小白的變身

這是平常的小白:



!!!!有狀況!!!!




小白變身!


-T H E   E N D -

Since 1987

Pulled out an old photo in the past, I was 2 years old. And OMG! An evidence of I'm born with that expression...... lol. So I gathered a few recent photos and put them together for a comparison. This is so weird hahahaha.






Oh well time to sleep now.
God bless :)

Monday, October 12, 2009

Family Guy

Jess get me started watching Family Guy today. Omg i love it! But South Park is still my favourite lol.

Goshh these cartoons will make us all twisted and weird.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

the screening

So on friday, 9 Oct, i attended the preview of Aunty Lucy 之Aunty也灌籃. It was quite entertaining, and for a low budget movie this is pretty okay. Though the script was horrible, the director did quite a nice job. Ok maybe i'm being a little bias here. I simply had fun because it is nice to see the final product of what you had worked for over a month.

These days i'm  feeling strongly of the fats wobbling around my tummy and thighs when i walk. A sign of getting fat.... Gotta start jogging or swimming now! Must learn from ah ze, who jogs regularly, and get alot muscles, then make the chest jump... ok no.

I better go sleep now. Need to wake up early for church, and i'm bringing my sis :)

God bless.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Coffee day is a happy day

After i finished the project, i got my pay today. It wasn't part of the deal in the first place, i volunteered for the past one and a half months of labor. What kept me going was a mind set of thinking i'll learn something along the way. Therefore i'm super greatful for their cheque of whatever amount.

I had a great day going out with ah ze. Every moment just wonderful to the max. As usual, we wrapped up the day in STARBUCKS, with a hot cup of steamed milk for him, and this time i get to have my (2nd) favourite drink, ice green tea latte. It was a great time laughing and talking. I only wished the night was longer.

When i came home, I watched Wicker Park again with my sis. It's still amazing for my second time. It isn't those typical romance film, it's more with mystery and drama. Ok ofcourse romance is pretty much there too. Especially the ending part, it's super romantic. And when Coldplay's "The Scientist" starts to play, it gives you goose bumps. The first time i cried so much in the ending. Dont get me wrong it's a happy one. Awww i hate to spoil anything but i still wana put this vid up... enjoy.




"...Nobody said it was easy, it's such a shame for us to part..."

In all relationships there are ups and downs. But if you just give in to the down parts, that will be a big shame, 'coz love is something so wonderful that you just can't let go and give up. And it aint easy to hold on either.

"Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."

1 Corinthians 13:4-7





God bless us all.

COMPLETION!

I'm so happy right now! Finally completed/ finished/ ended this tiring project! For the past days and nights i have being working on this motion graphic stuffs... goshh finally i can close the case. I need my sleep. Wow look at the time, it's 5:10am! How early is that! I gotta get some sleep first so i can look fresh and nice later! Gotta be in top shape when meeting ah ze! Woohoo! I'm using so much exclaimation marks! LOL!

And it's time for weird photo taking!



Book that i'm reading:
Communicating Effectively for DUMMIES!!!!!




I think i'm having a mental breakdown...





Good night and God bless.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

something is different.

Love grows. When you first start to know someone, the first impression more or less gives you an idea of what this person is like. A heads-up. Gradually as time goes by, you get to know more about this person and you will make amendments to this idea. Adding the stuffs you didn't see, and deleting away the imaginables. This is the getting-to-know part. Did i mention falling in love during the process? Yeah, it's a will or will not question. But the beauty lies within is when you took a step forward and opened your heart. Taking and believing in everything you see and find. Then there comes the moments when your faith and trust grow stronger. And your love, grows. Today I had an immense feeling of this love growing inside me. It touched me so much.

I thank God for everything.

changed!

blog background changed! lol...

Why rabbit? hmmm i guess there's something about them very fascinating. Gotta figure this out.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

i'm a moviegoer

It has being so long since my last entry. Stepping into a new month of October, I'm hoping to see changes and new inspirations. After all humans need to be inspired to grow up!

For the past weeks and month 'n half, i had been pretty busy with work. Got myself involved with a production house. Going out as early as 6.30am and coming back as late as 9pm. It was fun, but hactic. I was following the filming crew, getting ready the costumes, packing things, shoving the crowds in public malls, eating the horrible chillie fried rice, getting sick, etc.... I dont think i can take this kind of working life. Now ever since the project is over, i feel so happy with every little min of my time.

Now must plan the next step.

Alright... so I had a few movies this second half of the year:

District 9 is not a typical alien sci-fi movie. It has taken a different and unique approach than those usual Hollywood sci-fi. I was totally blown away with the unexpected development and thought-provoking storyline. The movie started off in a documentary style, more like a mocumentary, and gradually changes the perspective to a third-person without you even knowing. Goshhh. And the CGI is just wow! Even the actors, who i think appearing first time in block buster, have given a very solid performance. Great job on that. Overall, the director has made the movie so realistic and believable. Love it!

Inglourious Basterds is another masterpiece by our beloved Quentin Tarantino. Most of us are familiar with his other works like Kill Bill and Pulpfiction. Inglourious Basterds is another intense Tarantino movie that you just cant stop laughing through out. It is filled with dark and crazy ideas, and hilarious moments. I love the sharp and clever dialogues like how Tarantino did for all his movies. Though theres the new challenge of German and French speaking this time, Tarantino still done a great job. Oh man it is such a good movie, i must say best of the year. Simply awesome!

Hmmm i realised i didn't get to see any romantic comedy this year. Like The Proposal, heard that it is a good movie. I love Sandra Bullock (ever since she knocks me away in While You Were Sleeping), and Ryan Reynolds, who I think is doing a great job with every performance he does.

Anyways, recently i found out the STARBUCKS (yes i have to cap the lovely name) near my house is brewing for 24hours, I felt extremely happy and excited. But i'm not sure why i felt that way when i cant stay out late and enjoy it! Arrrggg that just sucks!

I need to change my blog bg again... actually it should have been changed long long ago, to match my new perspective of the world. Laziness is my middle name. Well actually i wish i have one. Speaking of my chinese name, i hate stereotype. People see my chinese name with only two characters (one for the surname, one for the first), they think i'm from China. But i'm not! Can't the freaking Taiwan people have minds of naming their kids with only 1 character for the first name too?! And often people think it is so cool to have two characters only, but on the other hand, i often think if i have three in my name, it will be so cool.

God bless.

Monday, August 24, 2009

Beautiful

I watched this vid from one of the links on facebook. It touched me so much, I couldn't control my tears. It is not about a little boy and his parents. It's about how we see and face our lifes, and the world.








"... how beautiful it was to watch, how quickly they were gone. And so today, we celebrate."

Thursday, August 20, 2009

不知道

不知道為什麼又在很晚的半夜裡寫部落格

可能是因為安靜吧

安靜裡才真正看清楚內心的想法

前晚一邊禱告一邊半哭半醒的到星期三的早上

8:30am 看看手機 開了電腦 無意識的上了網

10點了 繼續睡

起來的時候已經過了中午 害得老媽不知道要叫我吃早餐還是午餐

眼睛好腫...

沒有胃口的吞下了沒有味道的麵

拿出了新買的游戲給老弟和老妹玩

我回到了電腦前 畫畫畫畫畫畫畫畫畫畫畫畫畫畫畫畫畫畫

心情卻很沉重

然後問自己 我到底要自怨自艾到什麼時候啊

不知道要找誰說 怕給別人麻煩

不過大概沒有人能告訴我到底哪裡不對

我哪裡做錯了...

總覺得自己想一想就沒事了 可是都已經過一個禮拜

內心還是很煩 很鬱悶








剛剛晚上跟Eunice說了一堆後又大哭一場

她可能點出了一個重點

原來這一切是從兩年前的一個決定開始的







我現在只能靠著禱告 來為自己找出方向和平安...







我好需要緊緊的大擁抱

然後告訴我 "一切都會沒事的..."

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

我需要氧氣桶

最近發生了好多的爭吵

接收到了好多負面的想法

一層層的壓過去 快喘不過氣了...

很不公平的指責 抱怨



煩燥 憂鬱 難過...



我需要好好想一想

Saturday, August 15, 2009

特別的日子

呵呵~

今天去了STGCC (新加坡的漫畫博覽會)

收穫很大很大哦! ^-^

看到了好多的畫家

看到了超多的玩具

很開心的轉了很多很多的扭蛋~呼呼~

買了一個(非常)貴的Gloomy bear要送表妹的

哦天啊...好像太隨便就買下去了 *錢包在滴血*

還看到了準備要報的學校的攤位

發現他們的學生作品蠻差的...

感覺好像不是個很有特色的學校

有點小失望....

但是和他們的顧問談過後

覺得還是可以去試試看~

嗯﹐就報這間吧

沒時間猶豫了! >_<"



最後呢﹐

收穫最最大的是收到了兩隻超級可愛的娃娃~

我真的好開心 :)

有時候...

心靈相通和巧合真的是一件讓人很高興的事!




真的很謝謝

在我最難過的時候 你的用心 帶給我很大的感動

Monday, July 27, 2009

走走看看~走走看看~

老妹這次回來 其實並沒有常帶她出去

想想...

再過兩到三個禮拜她就要回美國了

好寂寞哦~~ >___<

雖然幾乎每天我們都在家裡玩電動到很晚

但是好怕她回去之後

PS3就要進儲藏室了吧.... =__=

前幾天我們一起去走了一下烏節路

逛了很多...

在紀伊國屋買了很多書﹑漫畫~

然後再到星巴克坐下來看我們買的漫畫


呼呼~ ^-^


感覺真的很好....

然後就像以前一樣﹐

這時候的老妹都會心血來潮的說著"我們來畫漫畫吧!"的夢想....

想想故事想想人物 然後就很興奮的開始計劃

但是我們每次都卡在要怎麼進行的問題...

雖然每次我們的計劃都會變成"只是想想而已"...

但是我們都還是充滿著希望討論著 :)



而且我們都很了解

下次見面可能就是一年後了....
甚至有可能會更久吧...



Wednesday, July 22, 2009

加油加油!

在經過半年的頹廢和零目標

我找到了我的天使然後有機會可以重回教會

我很感恩

雖然還很迷失而且信心不足﹐但是我想要努力試試看

我想要找回我的信仰。





現在人生有了更大的目標了

我要加倍的努力!

這已經不再是為了自己而活為了自己而想的人生了

我要學習﹐努力成長﹐努力改變

準備好自己然後面對種種的考驗和挑戰!

嗯﹐加油了。






呵呵今天買了Guitar Hero

和老妹老弟玩了一下下...

我試了打鼓的﹐天啊好難哦!!

我真的是爛的可以了.....







最近的瘦身計劃有小小的看到成果

但好像這兩天又給它吃回來了.... =___=








一個禮拜前的COSFEST真的很好玩!

很高興老妹這次回來的假期剛好碰到這個活動


但是很可惜這次沒有角色扮演到....

沒錢沒時間啊~~ 好難過哦...

嗯年底的EOY一定要好好的計劃一下了!!



(左: Isaac﹐ 右:我)
活動第一天﹐Isaac 扮演的是變臉羅夏(Rorschach)﹐呵呵他說帶著那個布只能看到黑黑的影子 ^-^"

我和阿澤在門口的合照^_______^






(左: 我﹐右:Doro)

活動的第二天﹐Doro扮演了火影忍者的鳴人﹐西裝版的唷~




(左: 我﹐右: 妹)

第二天的活動門口居然站了四個"Silent Hill"裡的護士小姐!!我的天啊!!!趕快拍照哦~~
呵呵~老妹在我的改造下變成美少女了! ^-^



呵呵~阿澤正在他的攤位上很努力的幫粉絲畫畫~





接下來﹐就是夏日祭典了^-^

期待~期待~



Wednesday, July 15, 2009

无尾熊的麦芽糖

我想要感謝你

你在我最難過的時候 變成開心果逗我笑

你在我最愛吃的時候 變成體操教練提醒我

你在我最懶惰的時候 變成畫畫老師啟發我

你在我最心煩的時候 成為我的朋友陪著我

你在我最無助的時候 成為我的朋友幫助我

你在我最累的時候 借我你的肩膀

你包容了我的過去

你的尊重和呵護

這是命中註定 神的指意 命運的巧妙安排

讓你成為了我的天使


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

好想飛~

最近遇到了一個煩惱

會讓我陷入非常憂鬱的心情

會讓我感到悲傷...

會想告訴自己

停下吧

不要再去想了

不可能的不可能

Saturday, May 16, 2009

ZOUK

昨天晚上去了Zouk﹐一家club...
為的是要幫Yina的唱歌比賽加油投票 ^-^
我們大家去了十幾個人
看到老朋友們還蠻好玩的
但有些人以為我還在非洲獵獅子 -__-....

Yina是參賽者中唯一唱華文歌曲的
她選的歌是"回家"

我覺得唱的很好聽哦^-^

呵呵~~

對啊終於第一次踏進club了

可是沒有想像中的好玩

好無聊哦.....

可能是因為時間還太早了吧

最後我到12點就想回家了

回家看"命中註定我愛你"~~

嗯...回家當宅女....

接下來是我們的五連拍~呵呵~~
(從左邊: Eunice, Paula, me, Yina)


嗯...是個蠻開心的晚上 :)

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

認真的臉

呵呵

終於有比較像樣的圖圖完成了!

還要特別感謝Chris

幫我在他臉部做的燈光修改


可是最後好像又有點被我弄壞了...

天啊...

©2009 Jennifer Chung

嗯....好認真的臉哦...

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

半夜3點半

前一天
因為心情不好
半醒帶哭到半夜3點半



有時候真的覺得
自己是個很愛亂想的人
很容易自己搞憂鬱
自怨自艾吧...

可是對於很多事情我都覺得很沒有辦法
好多事情都不照自己的計劃走
不知道該怎麼辦
有時候想說
時間久了﹐一切應該就會順利了吧
嗯...該怎麼辦呢...



我很沒有頭緒的在過日子
還蠻可怕的...

Sunday, May 3, 2009

兔子用耳朵溝通哦~

我亂說的。

兔子其實會以咬牙﹑磨蹭下巴﹑舔你﹑踢腿﹑跟著你走﹑等等等﹐
來互相溝通和表達它們的感受...
我覺得還蠻像人類的耶~



一直有人問我背景下面的那行字是什麼意思

其實是一隻兔子對另一隻說

"在你微笑的身旁﹐永遠都有我在"

Saturday, May 2, 2009

"我們...迷路了啦...!!!"

今天我在大太陽底下走了一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時一個小時

跟朋友尋找PAGEONE書的大拍賣
聽說有好多好多的設計書和畫冊有大減價!
好期待的說:)
然後...
我們在工廠 高樓 奇怪的房子間 穿梭...
我們迷路了 T________T
然後就走了一個小時多...
不過很好笑的是我們還碰到了一對迷路的情侶
向我們問方向
呵呵﹐結果大家都是要去一樣的地方
真巧啊~

一起迷路吧

不是啦﹐結果還是他們幫忙問到路的

可是我都沒有看到想要的書
只買了一本 (punk studio)
我在想可能我是熱昏了
真的好熱哦 @__@""

呵呵

但是可以到星巴克喝冰摩卡
覺得走再久都值得了~
呼呼~~


呵呵


雖然走到靴子的後跟鬆掉了
可是A人幫我修好了~

呵呵...好感謝哦...





今天真的是個很充實有快樂的一天 :)

Thursday, April 30, 2009

LOVE LETTER

現在不停地在聽這首大塚愛的歌
還不錯..
我覺得很可愛 :)


(好奇怪!為什麼只能聽30秒呢?)




像戀情一樣 像愛情一樣
溫柔地碰觸
你帶著 一股暖意
謝謝你給我的 幸福

隨著歲月 形成的牽絆
已經 度過了這許多時光
平靜地 看著你成長


像戀情一樣 像愛情一樣
溫柔地碰觸
你帶著 一股暖意
謝謝你給我的 幸福

一聲嘆息
當你變成了 垂頭喪氣的向日葵
請呼喚我的名
請回憶起 請碰觸
我沉睡的臉龐 我將醒來
將你擁入懷中

像戀情一樣 像愛情一樣
溫柔地碰觸
你帶著 一股暖意
謝謝你給我的 幸福

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

THE BAWDIES



月初發現了這個令人超興奮的日本樂團!

主唱Roy帥呆了

他的聲音和唱腔完全是這個樂團的特點

就是非常的美國鄉村味道

完全聽不出來是個日本人哦! 天啊~~

再來就是他們的歌曲很好聽

The Bawdies是一個很英式搖滾風格的樂團

所以曲風都很復古

加上Roy獨特的嗓音... 超性感的...!

我最喜歡的是

"Awaking of Rhythm And Blues" 專輯裡的 "I Beg You"

天啊...!





呵呵﹐很好聽吧~

還有這一首也不錯: I'm In Love With You







唉﹐

在新加坡都找不到他們的專輯

好奇怪...

真的問了好多唱片行﹐都沒有...!!!!


好難過啊~~~






現在他們出了一個新專輯叫This Is My Story


主打歌是 Emotion Potion



Enjoy!






我好想趕快找到他們的專輯哦~!

活力寶寶

我今天過了很快樂的一天

呵呵


買了大塚愛的新專輯
歌都好好聽哦...
但還是那種甜死人的愛情歌....

我現在還不想睡覺


一杯咖啡 = 6個活力小時


找到新家了

五月天就要搬進去

很期待

我要把我的空間佈置成漫畫王國

然後放很多奇怪的東西...

還有扭蛋的玩具~


嗯!



跟紀伊國屋訂的漫畫要1個月後才到

好久哦 :(

有點小小的寂寞

不過等待是值得的...





前天和朋友去看電影

居然差點走進男廁所...!

天啊

很扯的是我跟一個男生在門口擦身而過

我都還沒查覺到前方是男廁

還好最後在緊要關頭的時候被朋友救了


好險...



睡不著的我

一直在反復聽著大塚愛的歌

心情上出現了很多的顏色



想想想






剛剛看到了一句話 想要給一個很特別的朋友

在大塚愛新專輯裡有一首歌叫

超樂觀

...與其因為想像而放棄 不如用想像來充滿希望

不要想太多 不要難過 不要放棄

再多再大的困難都不會難倒A人的精神!

要充滿希望哦



加油了~



Sunday, April 12, 2009

我 + 時間 = 宅女

天啊

我真的不是宅女啦



無聊的一天又過了



不知道還可以在生命中期待什麼




我想



嗯...




想什麼呢...



我想當空姐好了




比當宅女好吧...



呼呼﹐這樣就可以不需要住在家裡



可是太難了...



哪有說想當什麼就可以當什麼啊



我想...




當漫畫家




可是漫畫家都感覺好潦倒




漫畫家= 窮+ 紙

天啊...好難...要當一個很有名的漫畫家才行

前幾天買了BENJAMIN的"Orange"漫畫
講一個女生想自殺的故事
看完後覺得故事沒什麼
但是被美美的畫看呆了
好棒哦 好厲害哦 好羨慕哦

可是故事讓我想到了現在的自己: 我到底在干嘛啊??







嗯...真的應該用心的想一想...

Saturday, April 11, 2009

禮物

今天早上我收到了一個包裹﹐
是我朋友為我特制的圖畫本。
為的是希望我能繼續努力畫畫﹐不要放棄...



上面寫: JENNIFER 加油加油

好可愛哦 :)

天使

昨天是復活節
我居然跟朋友去參加他的教會活動
真的好神奇...

我有多久沒去教會了呢?
我什麼時候開始理會別人對我傳教呢?
我什麼時候開始正視我的信仰了...

昨天我們談了好多﹐
泡在星巴克有4個小時吧...
聽到他的見證讓我感觸很深

很感動


昨天我深深的了解到
我不是一個很聰明的人
記性和頭腦也不好...
我無法理解也無法感受到故事裡的真理和道理。
我可能還需要時間...很多的時間吧...
一時之間的我是沒辦法改變的...
我還是一個愚蠢愚昧的人。



上帝真的很奇妙﹐
祂會用很特別的方式放一個天使在我們身邊 :)

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

隨便亂亂寫

好久沒上來寫東西了...
不是因為忙碌也不是因為懶﹐只是生活變得很安靜﹐很安靜。
除了在家裡接案子﹐就是出去逛書店喝咖啡看電影...
我的生活變得非常的簡單了。
我把自己局限於家裡和幾個好朋友和一些特定的地點之間﹐沒有任何複雜或奇怪的事發生﹐就簡簡單單的。

所以﹐我到最後還是宅女一個。
最近又迷上了扭蛋(更宅了)﹐而且還花了很多錢在這上面﹐必須在我的開銷上特別設立一個扭蛋部門了。
昨天看了"重金搖滾雙面人"﹐天啊真的是給他笑翻了。

好誇張好誇張的爆笑劇情﹐演員的演技也很好﹐
雖然沒看過卡通無法比較﹐但是電影真的很好看。

No Music, No Dream

我覺得在我們每個人身上都有一個瘋狂的克勞薩大人和一個內向害羞的根岸﹐只是大家的克勞薩大人和內向害羞的根岸指數都不同。但仔細想想﹐我們只要拿掉面具或是帶上面具﹐都可以很瘋狂。就跟對喜愛角色扮演的那些人來說一樣﹐角色扮演的意義就是能夠輕鬆的扮演令一個自己。

不知道我的克勞薩大人長什麼樣子...!

不管怎麼樣﹐現在我必須要逼自己做的事有減肥運動和畫畫。然後想辦法朝目標慢慢一步步的前進...
加油了!