Lekker

Being really busy lately. Piles and piles of work, problems of staff members to be dealt everyday, new policies to follow, life to handle, etc etc etc. Though Jess is here now, but nothing has changed. She follow me to work everyday, and spend the rest of the day like i do everyday. Boring, dull, and unexcited.

But i guess the best part is that we spent 10hours in one Saturday and 3 hours on Sunday to complete OBSCURE 2: The Aftermath. Yes we've completed it! But to great disappointment, there aren't any unlockables.

I went out with Jess last night for a movie. We watched Hancock, which alot people said that it is bad. But still we have to watch it, 'coz no Will Smith movie is gonna be missed! And we find it pretty good. Though i hate how the director shoot the film (yes that stupid bouncing and unstable camera!), I personally find that the story is very original. Anything to do with love and fate and sacrifies, is good.

For the past two weeks, life isn't going well. I've been living in fear and uncertainties. My bad habbit of assuming things are killing me. I guess Fauz is right, don't assume. But sadness and emptiness have taken a place deep down. What should i do...? There's no one i can speak to, and there's no one that understands me. What's surrounding me are those that can't be trusted. I've never felt so helpless in my life before.

Something happened yesturday that has made my day... really weird. I got a call from a guy who used to work for my dad as a salesman. A really hard working guy. It was so strange to call all a sudden 'coz he already quited for about two months. He called and chatted and told me why he quit the job and is now a sales manager in another dealership. To my surprise, he asked me out. I got really shocked. And i refused immediately. And he said "Is it because i'm white?". Goodness, another race question. Honestly speaking its not about the race. It's about my heart and soul that are already taken. Lastly he said he will call me again in a week's time so meanwhile i should think about it again. I dislike handling this kinda stuff. No means no. What more is there for me to think about?



And my sister said to me, she wants an eurasian nephew.
Jess, please let me strangle you.


Alright cheers.