So bad

Have you ever had the feeling of waking up in the morning and feel the pain in your heart that aches on every beat it makes? I had that this morning. It's one of those morings that i woke up from a bad and terribly sad dream. The previous one i had was almost 10 years ago, and i dreamt that my mom don't wanna  buy me bread. LOL. I had a dream this morning that I was meeting my love in the theme park, but he never showed up. I went around the place while waiting for him, I was so alone and by myself. As the park was about to close on time at 11pm, he called me and said he is still at home and decided not to come. I was panic and mad and so sad. In the dream I was crying and yelling over the phone. I kinda woke up by that heavy anger and hatred. But what I really feel is the sadness followed through. Goshh I'm so glad it's just a dream.